O hateful spell of Sin! when friends are nigh,
To make stern Memory tell her tale unsought,
And raise accusing shades of hours gone by,
To come between us and all kindly thought!
Chilled at her touch, the self-reproaching soul
Flies from the heart and home she dearest loves,
To where lone mountains tower, or billows roll,
Or to your endless depth, ye solemn groves.
In vain: the averted cheek in loneliest dell
Is conscious of a gaze it cannot bear,
The leaves that rustle near us seem to tell
Our heart’s sad secret to the silent air.
Nor is the dream untrue; for all around
The heavens are watching with their thousand eyes,
We cannot pass our guardian angel’s bound,
Resigned or sullen, he will hear our sighs.
He in the mazes of the budding wood
Is near, and mourns to see our thankless glance
Dwell coldly, where the fresh green earth is strewed
With the first flowers that lead the vernal dance.
In wasteful bounty showered, they smile unseen,
Unseen by man—but what if purer sprights
By moonlight o’er their dewy bosoms lean
To adore the Father of all gentle lights?
If such there be, O grief and shame to think
That sight of thee should overcloud their joy,
A new-born soul, just waiting on the brink
Of endless life, yet wrapt in earth’s annoy!
O turn, and be thou turned! the selfish tear,
In bitter thoughts of low-born care begun,
Let it flow on, but flow refined and clear,
The turbid waters brightening as they run.
Let it flow on, till all thine earthly heart
In penitential drops have ebbed away,
Then fearless turn where Heaven hath set thy part,
Nor shudder at the Eye that saw thee stray.
O lost and found! all gentle souls below
Their dearest welcome shall prepare, and prove
Such joy o’er thee, as raptured seraphs know,
Who learn their lesson at the Throne of Love.
As an Anglican, Newman wrote a poem about Angels too, not doubting their existence, but wondering about how well he can perceive their influence on his life, sinful and fallen as he is:
| 31. Angelic Guidance |
| {73} ARE these the tracks of some unearthly Friend, |
| His foot prints, and his vesture-skirts of light, |
| Who, as I talk with men, conforms aright |
| Their sympathetic words, or deeds that blend |
| With my hid thought;—or stoops him to attend |
| My doubtful-pleading grief;—or blunts the might |
| Of ill I see not;—or in dreams of night |
| Figures the scope, in which what is will end? |
| Were I Christ's own, then fitly might I call |
| That vision real; for to the thoughtful mind |
| That walks with Him, He half unveils His face; |
| But, when on earth-stain'd souls such tokens fall, |
| These dare not claim as theirs what there they find, |
| Yet, not all hopeless, eye His boundless grace. |
Whitchurch (in Shropshire). December 8, 1832. |
| {300} MY oldest friend, mine from the hour |
| When first I drew my breath; |
| My faithful friend, that shall be mine, |
| Unfailing, till my death; |
Thou hast been ever at my side; |
| My Maker to thy trust |
| Consign'd my soul, what time He framed |
| The infant child of dust. |
No beating heart in holy prayer, |
| No faith, inform'd aright, |
| Gave me to Joseph's tutelage, |
| Or Michael's conquering might. |
Nor patron Saint, nor Mary's love, |
| The dearest and the best, |
| Has known my being, as thou hast known, |
| And blest, as thou hast blest. {301} |
Thou wast my sponsor at the font; |
| And thou, each budding year, |
| Didst whisper elements of truth |
| Into my childish ear. |
And when, ere boyhood yet was gone, |
| My rebel spirit fell, |
| Ah! thou didst see, and shudder too, |
| Yet bear each deed of Hell. |
And then in turn, when judgments came, |
| And scared me back again, |
| Thy quick soft breath was near to soothe |
| And hallow every pain. |
Oh! who of all thy toils and cares |
| Can tell the tale complete, |
| To place me under Mary's smile, |
| And Peter's royal feet! |
And thou wilt hang about my bed, |
| When life is ebbing low; |
| Of doubt, impatience, and of gloom, |
| The jealous sleepless foe. {302} |
Mine, when I stand before the Judge; |
| And mine, if spared to stay |
| Within the golden furnace, till |
| My sin is burn'd away. |
And mine, O Brother of my soul, |
| When my release shall come; |
| Thy gentle arms shall lift me then, |
| Thy wings shall waft me home. |
The Oratory. 1853. |

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